I’ve been a successful participant in National Novel Writing Month three out of the past eight years. One thing each of those years had in common was a panicked realization that I hadn’t written or produced anything of value for most of that previous year. All it takes, really, is an aggressive and firm deadline and a well-defined deliverable.

But fiction isn’t what I want to do right now. Hasn’t been for a while. Also, since when did any NaNo project turn out a quality result?

What I want to do, and what I haven’t been doing, is making games. Unfortunately, building up a “promising” playable prototype hasn’t been sufficient to hold my interest when there are so many other fun things going on.

I moved into a new apartment three months ago and my whiteboards have barely changed at all since then. My printer is still sitting in my bedroom closet. My paper cutter is languishing desperately in a drawer with my notebooks, index cards, and other prototyping supplies. To be fair, my mother died about six weeks ago. And the weeks leading up to her passing were quite full.

But, every time I look at any of this stuff - this game-making stuff - I feel depressed. Like I’ve been neglecting a friend. Not just any friend, either, but a life-long friend who has always been there when things are bad or good, and now I’m realizing that I’ve been taking that friend for granted and wondering how I would feel if our roles were reversed. Anthropomorphizing a hobby? Maybe. But the feeling is real, and I have a real need to turn it around.

So what, now? A publicly-stated commitment. No more sitting around waiting for inspiration to strike at an opportune time.

This month, I will finish a game. It will be published and you will be able to buy it (probably at The Game Crafter). Yes, in a month. 

On or before November 30, I will take the last step before self-publishing: ordering myself a production copy of my game to review before release. I’ll share my progress here. There will be pics.

I hope you enjoy it even more than I do.

"Because we do not know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. And yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really.

"How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you cannot conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, or five times more? Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty.

And yet it all seems limitless..."

- Paul Bowles


You buy them books, and what do they do? They eat the paper!


Forget about your seat -- it's the beat.


Television will make you dumb. C'mon and get stupid!

Friday, July 10, 2009

Serato Scratch Live: A Vinyl Purist’s First Impression

I first encountered Serato Scratch Live
at a house party a couple of years ago.  I had lugged in a stack of about thirty records—the other DJ lugged in his laptop, this little box…and his entire rig.  My first impression of the device basically amounted to, “That’s neat. Looks simple enough and it’s obvious that things have come a long way since Final Scratch.  But, hey, buddy!  Your 128k constant bit rate MP3s sound like shit!”

Last Sunday, however, I saw the same gear in the hands of someone who actually had decent, recently-downloaded tracks instead of a scattered collection of crappy dance music remixes from the late 1990’s.  Lo, I am impressed!

This got me thinking about some of the excuses I’ve given myself in the past for not “going digital.”


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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Short Story: Nurse

I served two tours of duty during the Martian Automaton Riots of ‘34.  My first was spent as a combat medic.  After three months of leave, I returned to duty as part of a mobile surgical hospital unit. 

The bots may not have been flesh, but their methods of warfare could be every bit as sadistic and cruel as those of any human who ever lived, and the psychological operations in which they engaged were highly effective.  It was the standard stuff: mutilated corpses, torture, live burials – that kind of thing.  But while the soldiers fought them tooth and nail, the automatons waged a technological war against our systems on Ares and back home on Terra.  The souls of the men and women killed were destroyed by the machines, never to be recovered.  So people were terrified, even those of us soldiers who knew death and who knew that the machines were just playing at our fears.


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Posting Regularly

Posting regularly is the most important key to getting traffic to a new blog.  Well, my blog is intended to contain short stories and DJ mixes, and since I have been neither writing nor spinning records regularly, it seems we may have a teensy little problem with content.

Also, today is my first day of class after a decade-long lapse in enrollment in college.  I dropped out, never finished—now I’m 30 years old and going back.  My one class this semester, Introduction to Psychology, is a 16-week course condensed into 5 1/2 weeks, and not being in the ebb and flow of this business yet it’s difficult for me to say what time I’ll have available to commit to these jams here.

So, until I get some new stuff working here in a week or two, I’ll be posting stories I’ve written previously and whatever mixed sets I can drag up from my old hard drives.  Once I get a good idea of how traffic is flowing, I’ll work out a schedule and stick to that.  My goal, ultimately, is to help keep your Internets reliably entertaining during your business week.

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Hell of Banging Free Show this Friday

If you are in Austin and you got nothin’ against good times, check this out:

The FADER Presents Major Lazer // Matt & Kim // A-Trak// DJ AM // Auto Erotique

I saw Peter Bjorn and John at the Levi’s Fader Fort during SXSW and was immediately and summarily impressed.  If the Fort is any indication, production value at these jams will be excellent.  Click the link to RSVP!

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Climb the Ladder

Thanks to everyone who came out Sunday night!  Yeah, thanks…all… (counts on fingers) five of you guys.  You are special, you are loved, you are decent, and you are hardcore for coming out on a Sunday night after a weekend already crammed full of partying and revelry.

It was a night of first-time-in-a-long-times for me.  In addition to playing out for the first time in years, I climbed a steel rung ladder to get to the DJ booth.  When’s the last time you climbed a ladder, anyway?  If you’re an office zombie by day like yours truly, it has probably been some time

I also met a DJ named Loki (last Loki encounter: July 2002), and I got a close look at Serato, some tech I haven’t really examined since playing like three tracks at a house party in Seattle a good piece back.

Anyway, I must have done something right, because Cam has invited me back to play again soon.  Details here when I know them!

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Friday, July 03, 2009

Back Alley Social - Sunday 5 July

This Sunday, I’m guest spinning/opening up for DJ Handsome Cam at Back Alley Social! This is my first gig since moving to Austin from Seattle almost a year and a half ago. In fact, now that I really do the math, this will be my first live gig in probably four years. Dang.

So I’m pretty alright in the living room on my own rig, but can I keep it together on a system which is large?

I don’t know, but know what? I bet you don’t know, either. So I guess we should all just show up and see what goes on.

Back room (entrance on Lavaca).  Music starts at 10.  No cover.  21 and up.  Come say hi!

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